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November 2009 
Grateful
Posted on Oct 31st, 2009
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B.B.
B.B.
This is in Response to the Questions and Reflections for October 31, 2009:
ONCE: Falling Slowly
Close my eyes and pretend aka queen of denial but I beg to differ
I also like fly on the wall,life is so astoundingly interesting,yeah fly on the wall,beautiful black fly that sends off like a prism,millions of eyes and the ability to fly,invincible,a magical fly on the wall observing this world and the craziness of life
Then I got to thinking while I ran around scouting down sparkley eyelashes and tiara,croissant and milk,dodging in and out as the rain fell in sheets,and walking briskly as it fell like powder.
I am pretty well me all the time,more intense versions of myself,more mundane versions of myself.
Lately I have felt so many things,so many emotions that I haven't dealt with in a long time, the role of wife,the one that I held so closely for what seemed like forever,fell away,this morning I am grateful for this,grateful that I let go gracefully ( well apart from the morning I used alot of bad words and slammed a door or two,while hauling a couple of suitcases and a bag full of shoes,hair looked good though),grateful that me and the word integrity are hanging ( blessed place),grateful that the anger has fallen away,and in it's place is a chance at friendship ( this is where being an adult kicks in),grateful that I am letting myself fall into somewhere slowly.
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- falling into somewhere slowly, I like that. Sounds like a soft landing is ensured.
I hope you got into some heavy battering of sparkly eyelashes last night ;-)
Soft enough that i skipped the party,watched a horror flick and ate poporn,all alone and it it was fun.
Official bedtime 2:00 a.m.
Time I actually went to bed……….21:30